Because change is not always as easy as I make it sound..
Because I am unbelievably anxious right now about pretty much everything that lies ahead.. The house hunt, the job hunt, the car-maid-toaster-pressure cooker-mustard oil hunt.
Because I suddenly feel a shiver run down my spine and the only place I want to be right now is Bombay.. With ma, dad, and some random noisy news channel on TV, not a care in the world, nothing sorted, and nothing to worry about.
I am overwhelmed and how. OH. MY. GOD. THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING AND I DON'T LIKE CHANGE AS MUCH AS I THINK I DO. Mammaaaaa.
And because the husband is away (whiling away his notice period working. I mean really, who does that?!), I am going to play this for myself.
It's funny I am looking forward to it. Worried, and yet there is nothing about this that I want to change. I am weird like that.
2 comments:
Ah, resistance to change! You know how much I understand what you feel now? I actually felt this way when we moved houses! Like 25 kms away!
But there is so much comfort in the known, isn't there?
Don't you worry! New in all probability will be as awesome, and even more! :D
Step after step after step...
Change is good, believe me. I have the years, and I have learnt. :)
(or ao I think)
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