Muddled up

Hum ne  maana  ke taGHaful na karoge, lekin
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Homeward bound, 
I wish I was,
Homeward bound,
Home where my thought's escaping,
Home where my music's playing,
Home where my love lies waiting
Silently for me.
Ev'ry day's an endless stream
Of cigarettes and magazines.
And each town looks the same to me, the movies and the factories
And ev'ry stranger's face I see reminds me that I long to be,
Homeward bound,
I wish I was,
Homeward bound,
Home where my thought's escaping,
Home where my music's playing,
Home where my love lies waiting
Silently for me.
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On a cobweb afternoon
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway i confess
I was lost in the pages
Of a book full of death
Reading how we'll die alone
And if we're good we'll lay to rest
Anywhere we want to go
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Every night I'm lyin' in bed
Holdin' you close in my dreams
Thinkin' about all the things that we said
And comin' apart at the seams
We try to talk it over
But the words come out too rough
I know you were tryin'
To give me the best of your love
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In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone i'll wait for you there
Alone
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Tonight I'll sing my songs again,
I'll play the game and pretend.
But all my words come back to me in shades of mediocrity
Like emptiness in harmony I need someone to comfort me.
Homeward bound,
I wish I was,
Homeward bound,
Home where my thought's escaping,
Home where my music's playing,
Home where my love lies waiting
Silently for me.
Silently for me.
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On my deathbed I will pray
To the gods and the angels
Like a pagan to anyone
Who will take me to heaven
To a place i call
I was there so long ago
The sky was bruised
The wine was bled
And there you led me on

In your house i long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone i'll wait for you there
Alone
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And on I read
Until the day was gone
And i sat in regret
Of all the things i've done
For all that i've blessed
And all that i've wronged
In dreams until my death
I will wander on
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You know we always had each other baby
I guess that wasn't enough
Oh, but here in my heart
I give you the best of my love
Oh, sweet darlin'
You get the best of my love
Oh, sweet darlin'
You get the best of my love
Every night and day,
You get the best of my love
Oh, sweet darlin' you get the best of my loveOh, sweet darlin' you get the best of my love..
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And yet I hope...
Yeh tumhari meri baathein, hamesha yuhin... chalti Rahe..
Yeh hamari mulaakate, hamesha yuhin... chalti Rahe..
Beete yuhin apne saare din raat
Baaton se nikalti rahe nayi baat
Phir wahin baatein leke geet koi... hum likhe..
Jo dil ko haan sab ke dil ko.. chhoo Le..
Baatein suron mein yuhin pighalti rahen..Baatein geeton mein yuhin dhalti Rahen..
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KHaak ho jaayeNge ham tumko KHabar hone tak...


All this work... Heat in the air. "Coldness" otherwise. PMS doing its bit.

Some days are just plain AAAARGH!!!