Doing it "write"?

Sincere apologies for the lame title, I am not as smart as I think I am :P

Suddenly in my 7th year of blogging, the tone of my blog has changed completely. From being constantly depressed (strictly because I wrote only when really blue - which was most of the time - books and I never really liked each other much :P), it has changed in the last few months to insanely happy/ sarcastic/ funny for no real reason and definitely not in the Alpha way. Bill Bryson may be my new idol. But I can never be remotely like him either. I envy people who can write even funny/ happy/ sarcastic so beautifully.

Am I doing it right? Of course I am not. Because I still think my other blogs had much, much better writing. Or whatever it is that I call writing. Be blue and write what perhaps only I think is quite awesome (:P), or be insanely happy and write pure bull crap that only I find funny? Or find some balance in my mediocrity?

P.S. Someone (yes, R. Who else? :P) once told me that my problem is that I can't take feedback. Haaaah! Here you go! :P