Rambling, ranting, and a few good things

I want to...
... go to a place really green
... sit by the sea
... not touch Outlook for 15 days
... not even look at another bloody excel file
... get right back to our monthly travelling days
... spend time with parents and their biased love and biased, conventional opinion of the world
... watch something as interesting as Prison Break on TV
... have a cup of coffee with extra caffeine shot
... not go to office for even one more day
... sit at Sinhgad Nescafe with my bunch of punters just like they were 5 years ago
... jump a couple of months ahead in time
... read a really good book with some really good chai
... take a coffee sutta break with Thakur and Varun. Outside the Vile Parle (E) office
... do more. At home. At work. In life. With myself. With others.
... go to Patna. Forget responsibilities for a day. Drown myself in the laughter of my supremely loud family
... see my sis laugh her heart out in her typical non-noisy way
... go to Nandi Hills with R. Just like last year. And come back home. Just like last year
... wake up to a smiling, sunny day
... just be. Happy. Peaceful. Sure. Just be.

But right now I am just glad I am thinking about good times, the ones that have gone by. The ones that are to come. What a horrible 4 day moodswing. And I didn't have one good reason for it. I wonder if it's the weather or the uncertainty of the next few weeks. But I feel the moodlift. I am just happy I am finally feeling S-O-M-E-T-H-I-N-G.

I am kind of stupid... You know?